stop the train i want to get off

so its here 2012 and i really havnt got much futher as i was about 5 months ago... i there is no way i will beat the world record in the time slot i gave myself..... :/ its taking to long and ive lost intrest to tell the truth... i will be still doing the rubber band ball but not as much and yes i will still be bloggging about it. pics to be uploaded so far within the week